Friday, January 21, 2011

The mythical sesame paste

I just got back from a Korean grocery store where I confused the heck out of its owners. Today being my actual Airplane Day, I was feeling a sense of occasion and decided to invite one of my close friends over for some nice home cooked Korean food. I picked my personal favorite dish--japchae (stir fried noodles with beef and veggies). Now bear in mind that I'm crazy. I've never made japchae before. The only Korean food I've made to date was some mandu dumplings in Korean culture camp when I was a kid and then one semi-experimental grilled beef kebab and kimchi dinner with (a lot of) help from my aunt Jan. So, not a lot of experience there. I don't even cook that much in general (hate to admit it, but it's true). The recipe calls for blanching spinach? What? Hopefully I don't burn the apartment complex down tonight. That would be swell.

Anywho. I stopped at this grocery store which I've been to a handful of times, but always felt kind of shy in. Today I was the only customer in there and one of the owners immediately greeted me in Korean. Although I understood what she said and knew how to reply, I just said "Hi" back not wanting to draw attention to my undoubtedly awkward accent. I browsed the store with my little list and found most of what I needed for the recipe. The one thing I couldn't find? Sesame paste. I went up to the man behind the counter and asked if they carried said item. He had absolutely no idea what I was talking about. We perused through the aisle with sesame seeds, sesame oil and various pastes, but no sesame paste. He went and asked his wife who also was unfamiliar with sesame paste. I told him I was making japchae for the first time and simply following my recipe book. He shrugged and said that he didn't know about cooking with the paste. I figured if he and his wife didn't use it, then my japchae should be fine without it. Now I am questioning the authenticity of my cookbook! I went to Wegmans for a few more items and they also did not carry sesame paste. I googled 'sesame paste' when I came home and it apparently is used in some East Asian cooking. Go figure. Sounds like I'm not missing out on much, though.. I need to go to that grocery more often. The man was nice and wished me luck with the meal. I found myself wanting to explain to him--being an adoptee and all, hence having to use a cookbook and not a Korean omoni's or halmoni's wisdom. But that could have been potentially awkward. It occurred to me that I don't really know what any Koreans or Korean Americans think about KADs..if anything at all.

Well, guess it's time for me to start on my cooking endeavor. Oh boy. I'm going to use Maangchi's recipe since she doesn't use any cooking terms that leave me completely nonplussed! Hopefully my japchae turns out edible, but we have a frozen pizza and alcohol if my efforts go south.

8 comments:

  1. I hope your meal didn't drive you to eating the pizza. So, the very short story is I too was making something from a cookbook which required sesame paste and confused the heck out of the people at the HMart (workers and customers alike). When I got home, sans the paste, I decided to grind up some of the toasted seeds we have. Later, I search the internet as well to find that was a suggestion. So for next time....

    And regarding what Koreans and Korean Americans think about KADs....my son and I have experience nothing but positive reactions. This is when I picked him up from Korean, at my school where I am lucky to have many Korean students/parents in my class and not, and out and about.

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  2. That's too funny! I had considered grinding up seasame seeds, but laziness ultimately prevailed. Fortunately the japchae did turn out well and I can't wait to make it again.

    I'm glad you and your son have had positive reactions. I can't say I've had outwardly negative reactions; only that I couldn't say with any certainty where others stand on KADs.

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  3. I know this is totally off the wall for a first post (A-mom here) but is sesame paste different from tahini?

    I enjoy reading your blog.

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  4. Thank you for the comment mrkmommy! I think tahini *is* sesame paste, so perhaps they are one and the same? I honestly have no idea!

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  5. I've never heard of sesame paste being used in korean cooking. (I grew up in the US with my Korean mom's very korean cooking.) We use a little sesame seed grinder to grind the toasted sesame seeds for cooking. We keep the filled grinder in the fridge and take it out and then just grind it directly into the food (kind of like you do with a pepper grinder). Totally convenient. We usually grind the sesame seeds when the recipe calls for sesame seeds, then add a little of the whole seeds for garnish/looks.

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  6. Carol--thanks for the insight! I think I might have to try the seed grinder for a future recipe.

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  7. I just read an article in the food section on today's paper talking about your mythical sesame paste so I just had to share! It was in a recipe for tan tan ramen. The food write noted that the sesame paste can be found in either chinese or japanese specialty stores. She found it here in chinatown in a jar. No wonder you couldn't find it in the korean store! She also mentioned that while similar to tahini, that it's sufficiently different where a purist would not use it as a substitution. Just thought this was interesting.

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  8. Ohh, the clarification! Thank you for sharing! I now feel as though the mystery is solved. :)

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